Look Here Girl

You are just like,
My first day of snow,
On a winter’s morning fallow,
My sky’s constallation,
Soft colored blossoms

And whenever i m far away,
I close my eyes
and pretend,
I m watching the sunset with you
and staring at the stars till dawn
with you sleeping beside me.

Look here girl,
Look at me,
can’t you see me?
Look here,
Is it really that hard?

Why can’t i be your
warm cup of green tea
when you wake up,
your sea of blankets,
when your sick in bed

Listen to the things i have to say,
at least hear me out,
before you cross me out
of this equation, i think
you made up at dinner last night

Look here girl,
Look at me,
can’t you see me?
Is it really that hard?
Close your eyes,
And Picture this,
Your such a steal
You might feel how i feel

This Fucking Situation

this man has no soul
just a hole for a heart
and everything he touches
Falls apart
and you can’t see it
but he will hurt when he
can’t do something that he wants

i hate everything about this situation
i hate everything about this fucking situation
this fucking innocence in me
i hate this fucking thing
i hate everything about it

hit me with all you ve got
i m one tough motherfucker
kill me with my own hands
i could care less anyways

why dont you fly away
before i clip your wings
cause i dont give fuck about
this fucking situation

why should i when it doesnt
matter what the outcome is your still fucked anyways
mind my language, it might be a lil crude in many ways
but i don’t think you understand
i just fucking hate this fucking situation

Waiting For You

*I’m staring at you, i don’t what to feel right now
I m just gonna sit here and look at you
There’s an awkward pause and i fear its all gonna fall apart
but I m not too worried about it
I have been waiting for you
I have been waiting for you

Oh listen to this tune now,
How he’s stuttering, normally calm and cool
Now only looking like a fool
Fumbling his confidence with his butter fingers
His doubts still lingers, not so appealing
I d agree…

*Interlude

So he tells himself, to wake up
It’s not who he really is
and she can’t see that
It’s just that she’s so surreal
Nothing seems real anymore
So he hurries up and reels himself in and out
Nothing more than induced apathy
induced apathy…

I’m staring at you, i don’t what to say right now
I m just gonna sit here and look at you
There’s an awkward silence and i fear its all gonna fall apart
but the words are torn apart
it feels like,
I have been waiting for you
I have been waiting for you
all of my life
I have been waiting
I have been waiting for you.

The words are coming together again,
He smiles, She smiles back at him
Hats off, bows on…
Politely finds his way back to her.

I’m staring at you, i don’t need to say anything right now
I m just gonna sit here and look at you
while you are staring back at me
it feels like,
I have been waiting for you
I have been waiting for you
all of my life
I have been waiting
I have been waiting for you

Better off This Way

A different year,
For me to hear,
Waiting in the mornings,
Staring the colored leaves,
In the warm sun,
Smothered by autumn’s breeze

Sitting in the porch
I just realized that we don’t talk anymore
I guess that just your way of saying,
it’s better off this way.

I have torched my only stepping stone,
One too many, from lip to lip
and hip to hip,
Can’t recall,when it all started
i swear i’ll show no emotion
It’s never an option

we don’t talk anymore
I guess that just your way of saying,
it’s better off this way
it’s better off this way
maybe it’s better off your way…

No news, is good news
i got a new habit
I feel so clever
its like a fever
it gives me shivers..
It’s called ” i never really cared ever”.

I don’t want to talk anymore,
it’s my way of saying,
i m better off without you,
It’s better of this way…
It’s better of this way…

Time Machine

“Time Machine” by Vikneshan

If you could go back in time,
What would you change?
Would it be,
The way you cried on the first day of school?
Knowing you d end up right where you are now
Just right, thats what you are right now

Would you tell yourself,
all the hurtful things that you wished you hadn’t done…
Like the flowers, you stepped on
Mrs.Jones garden just because you were angry
a long spring’s night ago

And What if i told you i could make a time machine,
And it only could work once,
Which would be your final destination
The Past or The future?

Pick the future, i said
Well you said to me,
What if i didn’t the like the future?
If the world had to come to an end
when i m 70?
Would i have to see that?

I told you…
When that day comes,
you d only care about the people
care about, being around them
The best advice, i have for you,
is the one i said to myself
Let only the important leave a mark
The bold and courages love
The strong the stand tall
Your smile over tears.
Let me hand over my time machine.

come to think about it again,
i think i m gonna use it one last time,
a date, eventhough its a not a mandate,
i was dumbfound, by her grace,
the smile on her face,
stumbled on my pace, over and over again
It was the laces to my heart…
Oh don’t we all wish we had a time machine…

oh baby,
Hold my hands..
ohh…. (2x)

Let’s go

I don’t care

Everybody’s looking that direction
Trying not pay attention
To what’s in front of them

Everybody’s looking for experiences
That will throw off their intentions
As a kid maybe even detention

I m tired of all this searching,
its been twenty one years since,
Wondering whether the ending
Gonna be happy enough for me

I don’t care no more,
I know you don’t
I don’t care no more
i know you don’t need to
That’s why i do what i do

Paint a picture of me
One feet in that water,
the other out hanging
like’s its nothing

I ve been left with longing
in front your house banging
it’s all so pointless…

it’s been too long
since i ve seen myself in a mirror
Wondering what made me do
what i did…

I don’t care no more,
I know you don’t
I don’t care no more
i know you don’t need to
That’s why i do what i do

Promises created by your mind
Eats you up from inside
The timing’s never right
So don’t you miss a step
Or it might be too late
Over the years i have learnt

I don’t care no more,
I know you don’t
I don’t care no more
i know you don’t need to
That’s why i do what i do

I m gonna walk,
running’s what i do when i have a direction.

Origami Girl

Take a step back
Look out your window
What you see now
Wasn’t there before

I look into your eyes
and all i see is your worries
Your struggle to smile, don’t fool me
Somethings wrong,And oh its never been this clear

May mercy find it’s way to you
And grace shine its light on you
Cause i m not singing this no more (2X)

Somebody save her heart
Before he looks into her eyes
Somebody save her heart
Before he speaks those words
Somebody save her from that stranger
that she calls love.
Somebody save this origami girl

Stop shaping your hands to your face
Oh they fit so perfectly,
But theres not where they belong

Maybe the time is not right,
For these two hearts
To beat as one
Maybe there s just too many maybes
adding layers to these walls

May mercy find it’s way to you
And grace shine its light on you
Cause i m not singing this no more (2X)

Somebody save her heart
Before he looks into her eyes
Somebody save her heart
Before he speaks those words
Somebody save her from that stranger
that she calls love.
Love…
My origami girl… (3x)

The tell me what should i do look
that you give me now
Is one part cute,
and one part gloomy
Tell me its not attraction
Fold one, Fold two
Turn one into,
You..
origami girl
Lets just sit here all night
I have been here before

I’ll hold you close

Sadness, shadows on you
Can’t you see me
I ll hold you close

Anger, swallows you whole
You arms are so cold
but you heart isn’t

Let yesterday, be yesterday
There’s no other way about it
Let it all go, let it all out
I ll pick up the pieces
Before they hit ground

Life’s cruel,no more then you let it
Can’t you see me
I ll hold you close

The pain is, ever so haunting
you tears are falling,
you standing still

Let yesterday, be yesterday
There’s no other way about it
Let it go, let it all out
I ll pick up the pieces
Before they hit ground

If you ever feel,
that way you been talking about
I ll hold you close
I ll hold you close

Closer than you think i am

Demo CD Songlist

Demo

Cherry Tree Love

The sun gently lights up your smile
So much that, I d like to believe
I can always make you smile
Or that someday i would make you mine

There’s so many things
so much that i feel
A sudden rush of happiness
follow by a calm sadness
The passing of angel or a devil
some would say

and i call it

i call it love
makes you a fool
dreaming down to every last breath you take

So you wash me, with your affection
Watching over your lovely eyes
Come sit with me under a cherry tree
Await the autumn needles to fall
Lay on a field on your tummy
Await for the uncertainty

Sure time changes most of everything
But change is the heart beauty,
it never stops changing,
just like the way i choose to see you

and i call it

i call it love
makes you a fool
dreaming down to every last breath you take

Scat…

Look for a sign
among all the colors
i pick the ones which don’t stain,
red, pink, blue,white,black and green
What would you see me in
Would you still listen to me
If i had 5 strings instead of 6
It’s a five string dilema

You’re my cherry tree love…